About a year and a half ago dh had a nervous breakdown to the point where he really considered suicide. I couldn't get in touch with him for a long time. After much therapy, etc.....
we are in a way different place now. HOWEVER, I still have massive anxiety attacks when I call him at 6pm if I haven't heard from him all day and he hasn't checked in (this is something the thearpist and I agree need to happen, most days, I have already talked to him or I know his schedule. Tonight, he didn't respond or get back to me. I hate that. I know, it's me and i have to deal with it and I am trying, but I can't shake what we went through.
I have almost btdt. Dh was in a psychotic state a few years ago, and little familiar things from that month still make my heart pound. Even though his meds work well and he sees...(more)6-7-2016 7:17pm